Okay so I got fired from my job monday night. It was really really dumb. One of the other servers said I said something to her that included some choice words, and that is why I got fired. For those of you who know me. You know that I would never use the words that she said I used. But any way. It got to the boss, and he was already pissed, long story short he fired me. I'm kind of glad, and yet not. I was getting tired of the job, but I really liked working with the people that I worked with, besides the one person now. Come to find out she hates me for some reason. Any way... I also got really good money. And now I have to explain to every job that I aply to why I got fired. When I whent back to figure thigs out the boss offerd my job back because we both missunderstood each other. But I declined because well.... I just didn't want to for personal reasons. So now I really have to find a job again  It is very agitating!!

On the good side! I have 3 Bs and one A in my classes. 2 of the Bs will be easy to turn into a B because there are like 88 or 87 some where around there. However I wont be able to get into the nursing program untill summer or fall. So I need to figure out what I am going to do this Spring  Any way I am going to take a nap because I am sssooo tired.

Okay. I feel like I'm not getting any were. I work really hard. But I have no money. And I study really hard, but my grades don't seem to be getting any better.

I think I'm just depressed because of the weather. It's been raining non stop for two days. I wish it was more like fall! Nice crisp cool days. Not warm muggy and rainy days. I feel like I'm going to go crazy!

On the bright side! I went camping last weekend. Lol I definatly fealt like a profetional camper. We fogot a lamp and flashlights!!! well we had one. And we were so lucky to have that one. We would have been dead with out it. But we hiked to the top of Table Rock. It was such a longer hike than I remember it. But on our way back neer the end of the trail I took a shower in the waterfall. It was so cold I couldn't breath. No joke. I could only stay in like 5 seconds at a time. Then we went back to the camp sight and ate dinner, and sang songs.

This weekend I'm going to be working. I need money to pay off my books and my car 

Okay. For those who don't know. I am working at Cracker Berral as a surver  It has it's moments. Like the first few nights I was making like 35 to 40 bucks in tips just working from 5:30 to 8:30! Then the last two times I have only made 12 bucks a night  Because I have had big parties. And parties at Cracker Berral do not tip well. And they stay for like 2 to 3 hours taking up your tables so yeah not fun at all!! O yeah and I got stiffed one of those nights when I only had 4 tables the entire night! Just to let every one know survers only make like 2.15 a hour and then they have to make the rest of their money by tips. And when they don't get tipped that is a big part of their paycheck for that night. The rule is at least one dollar per person at the table. Yeah like I had a table of 17, and I got $5!!!!! And I was supose to leave at 8:30 but I didn't leave until 11:30 that night, so I made like $4 a hour  Any way no more complaning.

For those who have not seen me in a while I have gained wait. Lol like all my friends told me that I'm going to wake up one day and I'm going to look as fat as a cow. Well it almost happend. Last summer I was about 150 to 155 pounds. This summer I am around 170 to 180 pounds  And I have been working on it all summer. I think most of it is muscle now. Because one week I was down to like 165 but then I went back to like 170. I have been swimming a lot so my sholders a bigger, and my arms have gotten a little bigger. FINNALLY!!! But I can swim a mile strait now in about 20 minutes. I want to get down to 15 minutes. I want to try to do a iron man marathon some time. Where you swim, run, and ride bikes.

More news. One of my friends from Brazil is here, Elmer. He is a really cool guy. But it's really funny. He is used to walking every where, so he walks every where here. Like he walkes to the mall all the time, and walks back. He just walks every where he goes. I miss a lot of my friends from Brazil. And I can't go back because I will get drafted into the army since I am a Brazilian citisen  And we have tried sending letters to the consalate. But any way. I have started my Sophmore year of college  It's no big deal any more. I actually like college. Even though it's greenville tech. But hopefully I will be going to CIU or Clemson next sammester. But we will see what God has planned.  Christen leaves for Clemson tomorrow   Mixed feelings. I'm really glad she is going to Clemson, but also I am going to miss her a ton! And I'm helping her move in tomorrow.

Well I need to go and eat now, and do something productive.